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Well darkness has a hunger that's insatiable
And lightness has a call that's hard to hear
I wrap my fear around me like a blanket
I sailed my ship of safety till I sank it
I'm crawling on your shores...
Good lyrics.
Break is so close. SO CLOSE. It's not here yet, though. And my birthday is in a week. I don't feel old at all. I feel like a little kid who needs constant physical attention, which is weird, because I'm generally not into much physical contact. But I definitely don't feel almost nineteen.
My future feels so uncertain right now. I can see it bifurcating (GOOD word) in front of me. There are two roads down which it could go: very good and very bad. There's so much potential for the very good, I guess. But why would it work out any way other than the very bad?
And lightness has a call that's hard to hear
I wrap my fear around me like a blanket
I sailed my ship of safety till I sank it
I'm crawling on your shores...
Good lyrics.
Break is so close. SO CLOSE. It's not here yet, though. And my birthday is in a week. I don't feel old at all. I feel like a little kid who needs constant physical attention, which is weird, because I'm generally not into much physical contact. But I definitely don't feel almost nineteen.
My future feels so uncertain right now. I can see it bifurcating (GOOD word) in front of me. There are two roads down which it could go: very good and very bad. There's so much potential for the very good, I guess. But why would it work out any way other than the very bad?
