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Sometimes you don't know whether to laugh or cry,
so you laugh for now, and you'll probably cry later, like an idiot, like a fucking IDIOT, because that's what I am, an idiot, for being so stupid and even thinking ANYTHING could ever be different. Why should anything be different? Why shouldn't things follow the same pattern they always inevitably have, year after year?
I need to listen to Annbjørg, or Boudewijn, but that's not happening. And to make matters worse I've got a dentist appointment today, and a stupid essay due tomorrow. Wow, just wow.
so you laugh for now, and you'll probably cry later, like an idiot, like a fucking IDIOT, because that's what I am, an idiot, for being so stupid and even thinking ANYTHING could ever be different. Why should anything be different? Why shouldn't things follow the same pattern they always inevitably have, year after year?
I need to listen to Annbjørg, or Boudewijn, but that's not happening. And to make matters worse I've got a dentist appointment today, and a stupid essay due tomorrow. Wow, just wow.
